只不过想好好的爱一次。

may the best man wins.

i'm still living in that moment we kissed.

though not impressive, i would pretty much want my peak performance back.

standing broad jump - 265cm
chin ups - 19
sit-ups - 45
shuttle run - 9.1 sec
2.4km run - 9:24 min

or at least achieving somewhere much nearer, new year resolution number 1. lol.

training had just started.

so it happened.

is happiness over another's misery, still happiness? maybe not.





hey now hey now, don't dream, it's over.

but i..

imma genius.

never seemed to work well for me in that area since 2 years back.. right one wrong time, wrong one right time. wait a minute, was there even a right in the first place?

in fact, i've grown to like the weather here, so nice and dry. more importantly, it is damn cool after the sun sets. drops to 21 or 22 Deg Celsius, sometimes 18 Deg Celsius. i like how being indoor is warmer than being outdoors. some road stalls serve pretty decent food too. and most significantly the slow pace of living..

but, that's as much as what i like about being here. lol.

Poitu varen, India:)

happy birthday to me;)

to spend a birthday overseas for the first time ain't a bad idea, but to spend it in india is -.-

life's tough.

but i'm tougher.

that was, 1/3 of october out in the field literally. 10 days.

i don't get it.

i feel distant from everyone.

maybe.

have i not done well?

一个人单身, 自由自在，
有多好。
一个人单身，却喜欢别人，
很烦恼。

Everyone around me seems to be in love.

play on.

please tell me what do i have for tomorrow evening. i seriously can't remember a single thing but i'm so damn sure that i've got something on on friday. omg.

hold me for a while
i know this won't last forever
so hold, hold me tonight
before the morning takes you away.

i am making it a point to go overseas, minimally every quarterly if time allows.

it was such a sweet, sweet, sweet getaway.

never will i get tired of the plane taking off and view in the sky and of the sea.



snapping back to reality is such a bitch.